Its happen..which i hope its never happen..

Its been a while i dont write blog..coz nothing really happen to me these few days until last sunday..which juz past..something..something really terrible..happen to me,which i never hope to happen..which i scare will happen..finally..its really happen...my 2nd bro..review my last blog,i haf a fight with my 2nd bro..but then its fine..we are ok..we still talk we still joke..but tat sunday..everyone not working..its holidays..including my bro ..so i wake up..at 11am..then like usual..i mapling...lving my ChiefDit..and i had bought a 24hours 2x Exp with RM10..coz 2pm the maplesea will have 2x exp too..so plus my 2x..i got 4x experience for lving..its really true fast..so i lving and lving..till 2pm..i so happy..4x exp ! but suddenly,my 2nd bro wake up..he juz open his eyes..then called me leave,said tat he wanna use the comp..but i asked and begged him for let me play till 3pm..which the server 2x will finish.so that i wont waste the 2x exp..but he dontwant to listen..tat time already 2.15pm..so if he eat breakfast,take bath..take a short break..its already 3pm! but he dontwant to listen!!! he juz keep call me leave leave leave...HEY,I BEG U ALREADY..WHY U DONT TRY TO UNDERSTAND ?

That time..i started angry..so angry...so fed up with him..tat time my mom and my big bro was there..my mom asked me to leave...and she will pay back RM10 which i had rugi.But i dontwant..i so angry so i said i wanna go CC now..CC=Cyber Cafe..to continue my lving...and brought my lil bro go too coz he wanted to play too.When At the gate..dunno why,my bad mouth..suddenly scold 1 word..i said...'DAmn,That Comp Also Not Belong to Him' !!! tis was true and i was angry tat time..and i said those word..i walk to my car..my 2nd bro heard tat word..and he rush out...and scream over me..and wanted to punch me,he pull my shirt..i pull his shirt back..then each people get a punch..then he try push me several time like wanna drag me to fight..like wanna put oil to my fire so that i would punch him..my mom came out,and stand center of us..stopped us..we scream all over..till all neighbour looked at us..its so embrassing..then my 2nd bro still not stopped to push me and hit me..so my big bro warn him not to touch me again or else will be worst...my 2nd bro..pointed at my mom and my big bro..and said..'So U two stand his side har??? OK I LEAVE'...my mom pissed off and scream asked all to go in house..she started cry soooo badly and called my dad at Thailand..she cry while tell wat happening to us...tat time..2nd bro adi comb his hair,brush teeth and ready to go..my mom complain finish..2nd bro went to gate...b4 tat,in phone my dad called my mom told him to leave the house if he dont like then. so when my bro went to the door..my mom said some word...'Move To other place if u dont like here and dont ever come back'..And my 2nd bro replied,'Ok,I will Move SOon'..whole family...so complicated..i dontwant continue tis part..so he went out..3am he came back..then tis morning..he went to work..then juz now 9pm he come back..and packed his stuff ..ready to move..my mom knew and called my dad..my dad juz said..leave him alone,he can survive,so be it. my 2nd bro dont even look at my mom..but juz packed stuff and went out. What attitude is tat...u expecting mom to say sorry to u 1st? pls la..she is our mom,we shud say sorry no matter we right or wrong...tis i wan to tell him..but i couldnt..i scare my bad mouth..will cause trouble again...so i juz..watched him..leave like tat...Hais..

Really complicated..i wish all is juz a dream..why wanna fight...zzz ahhhhh...and thx to yenzie,the sohpoh..she keep concerning me and calling me...really thx her...Sohpoh,sorry if tis few day i dont sms u or phone u..coz i really moody...need to be alone ...kinda..hate myself...hais..but really thx u..u are great friend ! =P its 3.30am now..i shud sleep now...

*end* sadly..